It's been 3 months since i reopened my account here in framboosi, it says that i've been here for 6 years, which is amazing, out of those 6 years, i disappeared for the last almost 3 years.. wow.
I guess i never told you guys why, the reason is that i moved to the US and got a full time job, which was a pretty big deal for me since i had just dropped out of university in Mexico. Working a full time job as a graphic designer/ illustrator, left me drained after working all day in a computer, and just didn't feel like drawing when i got home. Not only that, but i had lost interest in drawing anime, i stopped watching it because it was something i used to do with someone super special to me back then, and watching it (or drawing it) without him just seemed pointless.. I had moved on to find my own style, and opened my ilianagatto.deviantart.com/
account more than a year ago.. i have 72 deviations there.. which looking at the numbers just mesmerizes me.
I told my boss i wanted to quit my job because of this same reason, lately i couldn't really draw even for myself, having more and more sketches that i just didn't feel like coloring because i didn't have the time.. or i did but chose to unwind in a different way (videogames).
I have the best boss in the world, offering me to stay and work half day and from home, and just come in one day to the office a week.
After that happened i decided to re open my framboosi account, now i have all the time i need and is paying off really good. Not money wise, since i haven't done commissions, but definitely artistic wise, where not having drawn for so long, and coming back with a solid style that i adore, sometimes leaves me speechless. In only 3 months after my comeback, i have created 25 bright and awesome pieces.
I started watching anime again, and now i'm catching up with years and years gone by.Reseting my brain is for the best, where i try to remind myself that the art that i make is for me, to please me and for me to grow.
Now, i enjoy it more than ever, now i want to keep drawing forever.
le framboosi is le happy ~